pictures

i took and edited these. don't know if they're wrong or right. they just feel okay, i guess :p

sorry

i was thinking of clouds as my boyfriend told me, secretly, that sometimes i have to look inside and apology for something that i did wrong. but somehow i can't because i knew that i was right and he was wrong. i can't apology. i just can't. and i'm sorry for that (i guess that's my first sincere apology). furthermore, i think an apology is never enough and sometimes it feels like shit if somebody say that just in terms of an obligation because people think that they wrong, rather than because they realize that they made a mistake and hurt people. people's mind really confuses me.

heavy wings

if i could do any possible thing to make her happy, i would. but my heavy wings stop me every single time.

believe me,

there's nothing between us but distance. and time. and tiring days, and ugly love songs to keep me waiting for you.

maninjau sun

i took this on my last trip to padang. i don't know how this place looks like after the earthquake, but i love to remember it as the heaven i captured in this picture.

captured lights

i was singing GooGoo Dolls's "Before It's Too Late" in my mind when i looked at this picture i took, and then magic happened.